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| This is really weird, honestly, I haven't seen this thing in years. I was looking back on the posts and I realize I'm extremely retarted and my spelling is terrible. Thank goodness I went to college and got smart (WARNING: SARCASM) Honestly, I miss this, I miss the colors, the random quotes at the top, and me just typing away whatever I feel like. Except I can't figure out for the life of me to change anything in my blog anymore! Annoyance! So summer is in effect and I should be calling Predair so we can help him with his party. I found this though and I just have to put something up. With hope, this won't turn into a boring blog cause let's face it, I'm boring without people around. Which is good cause people don't know I'm boring cause I'm not around him. It's the mirror effect by Mead (WARNING: PSYCHOLOGY TERM) that I am only by what I think people think I am. Confusing, no? One thing I realized looking back on my blogs is how different I was back then. People may not realize it cause I only changed for the better, or I hope for the better. I think the biggest change is my outgoingness. Sometimes, I would go out of my way to just avoid someone, not because they were bad, I just didn't feel like talking to them. Now I don't mind hanging out forever with someone or calling someone. Although I'm still flaky with calling people back. I apologize but I'm getting better. I should really get moving, I haven't had breakfast yet and there's so much to do before Monday. I'm leaving for the wonderful world of Florida. In there, I will finish my masterpiece. I need to. Or it will eat my brains. PS I love my DS ^_^ Final Fantasy- He Poos Clouds Lazy, you lazy poet, your words are reckless, and I can't feel it
But hey, hey, all the boys I have ever loved have been digital
I've been a guest, on a screen, or in a book!
I move 'em with my thumbs, I move them with my thumbs
I write his name in nothing, he whispers to the author
That I will be the only one
Escape! Escape! This time, for real!
We fool around in the service lane
He's the only friend I have who doesn't do cocaine
And all the boys I have ever loved have been confidential
Had a broken home, or a seedy past
So I know it's gonna last
And move him with your thumbs, I move him with my thumbs
He needs, he needs my guidance, he needs, he needs my time
Though I am not the only one
He swam! To the edge of the wall of the world!
Followed my voice, and he cried
Master! The answer is maybe... Maybe not... Maybe not...
Maybe not! I have goals!
Gotta fulfill the seven prophecies!
Gotta be a friend to grandmother!
Gotta rescue Michael from the White Witch!
Gotta find and kill my shadow self
Gotta dig up every secret seashell
You may have been made for love...
But I'm just made. | | |
| Well, that was a little crazy
I FINALLY GOT MY LEARNER'S PERMIT!!!!!! Fourth times a charm. I TOTALLY DROVE FOR TEN MINUTES! It was fun. I like driving, I can't wait to get my licence ^.^
Oh, and officially on June 12, 2006, I got a boyfriend after a good year of being single. For all those who care to know, it's Archy Brian. It was totally by accident too. I got into a conversation with him and I just blurted out that I didn't feel like dating and then I asked him to sign my yearbook. This is what he wrote it in.
"Emily,
You just told me that you don't want to date right now, but I was hoping that you did. I think you're super special and was hoping you would want to be my GF but I guess you don't. Anyways, prom was great. See you next year."
I totally shot him down without knowing.
I read it in homeroom then I freaked out and ran to his homeroom after the bell rang. I finally met up with him and the rest is history. That was and exhausting last day of school. Glad it's over. Now that I got a boyfriend, let the anxiety commence! Woot! Now for me to go to MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So excited, bought all this cute clothes for me ^.^ I'll take lots of pictures, I promise. If you want anything from Mexico, speak now cause I can get it for cheap. I'm already getting my mother a snowglob and my friend and sweater from there.
Six more days till Mexico
Accidentally In Love ~ Counting Crows
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love love
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
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| This has to be one of the worst days of my life..........why? Why did they throw it all away. They had a future. They couldn't control their boyish urges because they are all dicks. I hope they are proud of what they have done.
My SAT scores suck and I don't think I'll ever pass those stupid permit tests. I don't want to talk about it anymore. I just want to drown myself in silly webcomics.
Vanessa Carlton - Papa Lyrics Look up
Look where you wanna be
Look left
Look where you left me
I should have known
By the ice in his eyes
But you warmed me up in your so sweet demise and
Nestled in your calculated moonshine
Boy you give good...
Love, plastic love
You're a genuine wannabe
You got it all up your blue sleeve, your sleeve
Love, plastic love
You're a genuine wannabe
You got it all up your blue sleeve
But me
Papa oh papa tonight
Papa oh I'll be alright
Look left
Look where you wanna be
Look up
Look where you left me
I should have known
By the ice in his eyes
But you warmed me up in your so sweet demise and
Nestled in your calculated moonshine
Boy you give good...
Love, plastic love
You're a genuine wannabe
You got it all up your blue sleeve, your sleeve
Love, plastic love
You're a genuine wannabe
You got it all up your blue sleeve
But me
Papa oh papa tonight
Papa oh I'll be alright | | |
| Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. |
trait snapshot:
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clean, likes large parties, outgoing, makes friends easily, optimistic, positive, social, high self control, traditional, assertive, rarely irritated, self revealing, open, finisher, high self concept, controlling, rarely worries, tough, likes to stand out, does not like to be alone, semi neat freak, fearless, dominant, trusting, organized, resolute, strong, practical, craves attention, adventurous, hard working, respects authority, brutally honest, realist, altruistic | | | |
| ONE MORE DAY UNTIL PROM AND MY BIRTHDAY AND I'M SOOOOOO GOING TO RING THAT GONG AT OSAKA!!!!!!!!!!
I took my AP psychology test and it was okay, I was so happy with the essays because I knew exactly what they were talking about! that's always good when taking a test, lol
Chemistry is a pain. i think I know excatly what I'm doing but then it turns out I have no idea what I'm doing. Stupid chemistry but I like chemistry.....conflicting feelings makes one feel gulity (thank you psychology) lol
I got the book, Inkheart for my birthday but I was so suprise who gave it to me, Jason McCall. I ride his bus and we talk but I was so surpise that he just took out a rapped present out of the plastic bag he had in his hands and it had a sparkling bow on it. I wanted to tear it gently like to keep the wrapping paper. i could already feel it as a book but I would never imagine that Jason would remember that conversation about inkheart. He's such a sweet guy and not many people realize that. he can be boring at times but he's really cool. He's an awesome friend and if you get a chance to talk to him, I think you should. You won't regrete it, i promise.
PROM IS TOMORROW!!!!!
Artist: Cindy Bullens Lyrics
Song: It's Raining on Prom Night Lyrics
I was deprived of a young girl's dream
By the cruel force of nature from the blue Instead
Of a night full of romance supreme
All I got was a runny nose and
Asiatic flu It's raining on prom night, my hair is a mess
It's running all over my taffeta dress
It's wilting the quilting on my Maidenform
And mascara flows right down my nose,
Because of the storm I don't even have my corsage,
Oh gee It fell down a sewer with my sister's ID
Yes, it's raining on prom night, oh my darling,
What can I do? I miss you It's raining rain from the skies
And it's raining real tears from my eyes, over you
Oh dear God, make him feel the same way I do rigt now
Make him want to see me again -
Oh what can I do It's raining rain from the skies,
It's raining tears from my eyes over you
Raining, ooh tears from my eyes over you
Raining, ooh raining on prom night
Ooh raining, ooh tears from my eyes over you
Ooh raining, ooh raining on prom night...
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